MINISTOP

...well,maybe for you guys this is just an ordinary convenience store,but for us-alfred,it isnt..its a historic place on the our love story. Because,this is the exact place,infront of this convenience store where i and alfred naghihintayan or waiting for each other everytime we're going to meet,not also far that place happen our first eyeball. Just a short story about mini stop,but everything, it is all started there...

...and so, i received a Yellow Nba's Baller

...actually,its a not a big deal for me,but maybe its not his intention to forgot our deal so anything that on his body on that day,he was able to give as a gift for me..and so i received a yellow nba's baller,which is my first ever gift i received from him. I really treassured that baller because its not just a gift but a remembrance for its a personal property of alfred,but then like our bond ring,like our love..the baller has gone,i just simply lost it..

Pinoy Big Brother-hammerhead (headband)

...If he-alfred can still remember,this is my first gift i gave him. And if i am not mistaken i gave that gift on our second date, the day after our first ___...before we meet that day we have an agreement snce its a xmas season, we wil do an exchange gift. So earlier that day,not that im so excited,but yes i am,before meeting him in baclaran i decided to drop by first to the mall near our meeting place and look for a gift. That time, the pbb's headband (pauso ni uma) is very popular especially to the teens,and i was also thnking that its perfect for alfred. And then we meet, we watched movie,we eat,and we rest over the night,and as early as we woke up,i remind him about our gift, i give my gift to him but unfortunately he forgot the deal...

Baclaran Church

...yes,we are not a catholic member,but the baclaran church is one of our favorite place. We used to go there everytime we meet,we even take a seat just like the other catholic member did. I and alfred choose that place because we are free there to talk without worrying that there might be someone else (knew us) wil recognize us. Even before, I have already seen the church,but the first time i got the chance to visit that church is when im with alfred,and the last time ive been there is also with him. Though the are no special momments happen there between us-alfred,and though i am not a catholic member, baclaran church will always be a favorite place for me.

Unisilver-Bond Ring

...that time im so in love with him,and i feel that i have to give something that is very special and at the same time makikita ko na he is wearing that thing..syempre b0ndring ung first thing that came into my mind,from weekly ba0n nagtipid ako on that week to purchased a plain unisilver b0nd ring,w0rth 600 pesos..my naka engrave naden na twagan namin..i kept the b0x which is included as u avail the b0nd ring at sinuot ku na ung sken,then the day after that, we're going to meet so i txt him na ive bought sumthng for him and sana he'l aprec8 it..that day dahil napa aga xa ng pagdting sa sm bac0or na lang kme nagkita,i cnt see tlga perfect time to reveal my gift so hntay hntay pko,perfect coz we wer on baby bus on our way to baclaran mgkatabi while talking,and un,it just happen,i give him my gift and he was speachless for sumtym but he was smiling..he even askd,y daw un ang pinili ko which is plain and also asked how mch i b0ught the ring..its a perfect moment 4me and it doesnt matter,the one week sacrifice of skipping snack time,the smile he gave me is morethan enough. I just remember the moment na binibili ko yung ring na un,nakakahiya as in very embarrassing moment tlga un,with saleslady assisting me of getting in the perfect size she was asking me my girlfriend ring size,nakakatawa c0z alfred is not girl and sa tancha ko her index finger wil size bigger than me,so un saleslady was c0nfused and natatawa dahil i insist na dpat biger un ring size nung isa..un i just remember lang,anyway as of now base on what alfred has t0ld me wla na daw ung ring coz in the middle of our misunderstood and cold moment eh for him daw to be able to move on,kina ilangan nya daw itapon to masakit un for me coz we promised na whatever hapen we wil kip the ring as a sign of deep friendship,ako..though it was several times happen na that i lost my ring after ilang days bumabalik or nakikita ko khit hndi ko hnapen,pero sa ngaun wla na rin saken i dont even care naren kung nasan na sya..maybe its a sign naren na ive to move on na talaga..well thats how that ring story is all about..

What about Baclaran?

...baclaran,is the most memorable spot and place for me,for this is where i first meet and see alfred. This our first eyeball venue because its the boundary or the center of where I and alfred live. Thoug baclaran known as the place of holdupers,snatchers ,we're still both agreed that everytym we set date to meet, baclaran will be our meeting place because were very sure that no one on our group of friends will go ther the time were going to meet,or if they accidentaly, they wont recognize us or theres no chance for us be in one spicific place,because its a public place,theres always a group of people go there..anyway, baclaran will always be special for me,even now that im working on different provinces,everytime i have a chance to drop by on that place..everything..it flashes back on my memory that leave smile to my face..

Sukob..last Movie we've watched together

This is a mem0rable experience 4me..i forgot the exact date of when it was happen,but its in moa im sure,i and alfred waited for this movie to be shown in cnema and since we havent experience the moa cinema we decided to wacthed movie there. Sukob is a horror scarry movie starring Kris Aquino, this is her second horror movie after the succes of her Fengshui..Yes you heard it right,its a horror movie but during the whole show of movie,it seems that I am watching a Romantic Comedy movie,well its not about the movie it's perfect actually,the actors are good,the suspense is there and the sounds effect and story itself very scary,but why i said that.. its my problem,romantic because watching movie with your love one isnt it romantic for you, and a bit comedy cause everytym the movie goes scary alfred is shouting more than the girls do sitting around us, he is very affected with that movie,i dnt know if he intentionally do it but it goes natural, evertym the girls napapasigaw sa takot,grabe he also did more than pa nga..so do u agree with me,SUKOB is a certified Romantic Comedy Movie..

Id like to share this story..it's funny,i guess..

Tonight,sept10,wednesday..but ac2lly 3 days ago,my ex alfred texted me using globe number and said hi..hehe,funny because i know its him,i just act like i dont know him and askd hus txting..and he replied introducing his self as mike..lol..cant help but to laugh,just tonight around 8pm,philpn tym,he txt me again,ofcourz i gave him my famas acting award..i pretend that i dnt know him yet,i do some acts to make our txting excting,i t0ld him i have problems,and he offer his tym to listen..haha,i t0ld him im about to leave as early as sept.18,and goto Korea..well, he sounds good and not affected with my news but the fact that he still txtng me once i a while, im sure there still somethng about me that he misses, he even asked me to send my photos via mms..im sure he still has a feeling for me,again im Dreaming..funny isnt it..

My song..MAGBALIK..by Callalily

This is very closed to my heart,it is actually a story of my life,every lines remind me of my past..and the whole song is all about my love life.so heres the song,magbalik...

Wala ng dating pagtingin
sawa na ba saking lambing
wala ka nmang dahilan
bkit bigla na lang nangiwan
dina alam ang ggawin
upang ikawy magbalik skin
gnawa ko nman ang lahat
bkit bigla nlang naghanap...

Alaalay bumablik
mga panahong nasasabik
sukdulang mukha mo ay
laging nasa pnaginip
bkit biglang pinagpalit
pgssamahay tila nawaglit
ang dating wlang hanggan
nagkroon ng ktapusan

ref
di magbbgo
pgmmahal sa yo
sanay pkingan mo
ang awit ng pusong ito

chor
tulad ng mundong
hndi tumitigil sa pgikot
pgibig di mppagod
tulad ng ilog na
hndi tumitigil
sa pag agos
pgibig di matatapos...

Life without Him

As everyone said..LYF Must go on..so i have to..but its a process..a long long process..it is more than a feeling of grieving..3 months of crying for him is not enough but maybe time can heal..sometimes when i think of him i just missed him, sometimes i feel a little pain, and sometime anger. But anyway its not easy of getting over especially if you really love the one you've lost. Now its almost 3year after that breakup and theres still pain and a hope that someday we will be together again. Though that may impossible to happen atleast its serve as my drive of living again. I just like to thank him for somehow in my past he tour me to heaven..

Heaven..thats where i am when im with him

..yes,for the first time in my life after my past relationships with my (5)exes, i feel the real love, its a different feeling, guess what,the funny thing about this..is..i felt this to a guy..everyday is always a new day for me with so much reasons to live that day, to smile, and to be happy. Every morning, we text each other.. evrynyt ,we talk over the phone, and evry single seconds of my days he stay on my mind. That time i forgot the word sad even the meaning of this word. Alfred means a lot for me, he brings so much happiness to my lyf. He promised me that we will be happy forever, he'll be there for me as long as i need him. But like stories weve read, watched and heard..my story never get that far,its actually the same story,even more painful that that. He myt brought heaven to my life but as he left me its a hell life..the most painful,the saddest moment and the feeling that i cant live my life without him, theres no even way of geting over him. He left me without any acceptable and valid reasons. All our dreams turns to nothing. And now, i ive to continue my life, i hve to live my life..ALONE!

Our friendship continues...

I thought after weve met personally, our frndshp wil end but it doest goes that way but instead turns into the other way. We became closer as before,we became more open about our feelings and suddenly things happen unexpectedly..i fall for him,but its takes a lot of courage to tell him that i love him..after a couple of days he's the one joking me everynight before getting bed..telling "goodbye cause i feel that ur about to fall for me"though its a joke for him i know he means it,he wish that his joke might true, so he makes things easier for me i told him about my feelings, and yes im right,its a mutual feelings..from friendship we decided to put our relationship into more intimate level..yes we made an affair!

Its my turn..i am..

I am actually his opposite..if he is a joker im a type of guy who is formal, shy, serious and conscious.. Im a nursing graduate, i have few friends. I am the youngest in the family. Most people around me says that i look innocent, my face look familiar even it was their first of seeing me. They say I got the sex appeal that conquers girls and gays attention. I can say that i look good mor than the other alfred look.

Let me introduce to you guys..my friend Alfred

After we had an eyeball, ill try if i can describe to you guys who is alfred..his looks and his personality..
He stand 5'5, with a good size of body thoug he's not a hunk type, semi-kalbo that was his hair cut when i first saw him (and thats the reason also why i decide to cut my hair inspired by him) his skin color is very pinoy,he doesnt have a look alike celebrity but i can say if its about appeal its john pratts' level. The way he dressed, talked and joking around i see john prats on him. Anyway hes such a gentleman,and his being sweet is more dan just a taste of a sugar. Hes very thoughtful(that was before)and generous, a perfect boyfriend to every woman. He is a comscie graduate if im not mistaken and when we met he is an officeman that tym maybe until now. He sometyms very serious when we talk about his family problem and sumtyms very cute when he started joking about girls dying for him.

Eyeball..the first time we meet

We set an eyeball. But before that we promised each other that whatever happens with that eyeball we will remain friends(khit panget daw xa o panget ako)..He came first to our venue (BACLARAN), he txt me hes there already after a minute I came but to make sure of who he is..i called him just to ring his phone,and with a group of people standing infront of me,one guy answer his phone..It was him, alfred and he look at me smiling..these are the exact words he stated.. "ikaw ba yun..haha,gwapings ka pla" that day is my best moment of my life.. We watched movie, we eat together, we walked around, and definitely we enjoyed each other,we enjoyed our first date..(to be continued)...

Alfred and Alfred(me) are Txtmate??

After that night, we became friends?txtm8?brothers?whatever..all i can say is that being his txtm8 sumhow brought smile to my face. Ive never expect that our frndshp will last for a long period of time..but yes we did,we became closer as days passed. "bawal hndi magparamdam khit isang araw lng",we make it appoint that everysingle day we have to text each other,and every night we have to hear each others voice. That time i never considered that were doing a mistake or a wrong thing. Were both happy and thats what important over anything else..i guess, and so after almost 2 months we decided to meet personally(eyeball).that time were just on friendship status..(to be continued)

This is How My Story Started

I still remember every single details,every chapters and those highlights and climax of my Life..0h yeah..I was a 3rd year College that time, I m just 19 of age. 0ne night unexpectedly my phone with suncell simcard rings in a times. It was unregistered sun user. After a times of ringing my phone the anonymous caller send me a message. He introduced his self as alfred. He succeed of getting my atention because he used the same name as what my name is. Anyway I ask how did he get my number, and I told him that my name is alfred and also Im male,maybe hes txting the wrong person. And he said, no,it doesnt matter if wer both male, and bout your number I just guess it. Well I wasnt born yesterday, so im sure this is n0t a simple guess or an incident. But then because we have the same name and as I heard his voice, maybe I can ride on what he was aking me to be his bestfriend. Because accordng to him,he just lost his bestfriend and he look at me to replace his bestfriend..thats how this story started! (to be continued) ...