Heaven..thats where i am when im with him

..yes,for the first time in my life after my past relationships with my (5)exes, i feel the real love, its a different feeling, guess what,the funny thing about this..is..i felt this to a guy..everyday is always a new day for me with so much reasons to live that day, to smile, and to be happy. Every morning, we text each other.. evrynyt ,we talk over the phone, and evry single seconds of my days he stay on my mind. That time i forgot the word sad even the meaning of this word. Alfred means a lot for me, he brings so much happiness to my lyf. He promised me that we will be happy forever, he'll be there for me as long as i need him. But like stories weve read, watched and heard..my story never get that far,its actually the same story,even more painful that that. He myt brought heaven to my life but as he left me its a hell life..the most painful,the saddest moment and the feeling that i cant live my life without him, theres no even way of geting over him. He left me without any acceptable and valid reasons. All our dreams turns to nothing. And now, i ive to continue my life, i hve to live my life..ALONE!